192da Entrada, Andante: IDGAF, Dua Lipa

Lyrics with a bit of sour [My sour of course]:

You call me all friendly [Not to much really]

Tellin' me how much you miss me [seems not much]

That's funny, I guess you've heard my songs [have you? or even my Facebook post?]

Well, I'm too busy for your business [and your damn orders]

Go find a daughter who wants to listen [because many girls want you as their mother]

'Cause if you think I was born yesterday

You have got me wrong [I got my memory intact, I remember all]

So I cut you off [for my mental sanity]

I don't need your love [that's a lie that I tell myself]

'Cause I already cried enough [maybe still isn't enough]

I've been done [I gotta work]

I've been movin' on since we said goodbye [you had cut the phone enough times already, but maybe we have never had said goodbye formally]

You cut me off 

I don't need your love, so you can try all you want [to manipulate me]

My time is up, I'll tell you why

You don't say you're sorry [you still say that you're the vissstima]

But it's too late now [too late to blame others]

So save it, get gone, shut up [stop givin' me orders]

'Cause if you think I care about you now [I'll always do, but I won't tell you]

Well, Mom, I will give a fuck

I remember that christmas

When I had to go to the Police station

You blamed it all on Dad

So I made my decision

'Cause you made your bed, sleep in it [you made your own decisions]

Play the visssssstima and switch your position

I'm through, I'm done [I can't bear the sadness and the heartache anymore]

So now I cut you off

I need your love [I do but I won't sacrifice myself for it]

'But I already cried enough [more than enough but I won't let you see my suffering]

I've been done

I've been movin' on since you said I betrayed you

I have to cut you off

I need your love, so you can mess all you want [I won't let you hurt me anymore]

Your time is up, I'll tell you why

You don't say you're sorry [Everyone can see your pride torturing our souls]

But it's too late now

So save it, get gone, shut up

'Cause if you think I don't care about that now

Well, Mom, I don't give a fuck

I see you tryna' get to me

I see you ordering me 

Mom, I don't give a fuck

So stop tryna' get to me

Tch, save your speech

'Cause, Mom, I don't give a fuck

About you 

No, I don't give a damn [I have to auto-convince myself]

You keep reminiscin' on when you had to be there

But I'm moving on

... you're still in the past [stuck in it]

You talk all that hate-talk, but I ain't gonna do anything

Cut you off

I don't need your hate [Nope, I don't need it]

So you can try all you want [I'm breaking the karma]

Your time is up, I'll tell you why

(I'll tell you why)

You don't say you're sorry [you never do]

But it's too late now

So save it, get gone, shut up

(Too late now)

'Cause if you think I care about you now [and the pain that you cause]

Well, Mom, I don't give a fuck

(Mom, I don't give a fuck)

I see you tryna' get to me

I see you talkin' your hate speech

Mom, I don't give a fuck

So stop tryna' get to me (Get to me)

Tch, cut off your hate speech

'Cause, Mom, I don't give a fuck

136ta Entrada, Agitato: Shallow, Purcupine Tree

As I feel:

---o---

I don't remember
Did something in my past create a hole?
Don't use your gender
To drive a stake right through my soul

I live to function
On my own is all I know
No friends to mention
No distraction, nowhere to go

Shallow, shallow Give it to me
Scissors cutting out your anger
Shallow, shallow No good to me, not if you bleed
Bite your tongue, ignore the splinter

This city drains me
Well maybe it's the smell of gasoline
The millions pain me
It's easier to talk to my PC

65ta Entrada, Adagio: Re-arranged, Limp Bizkit

CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM  CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM CTM

Cuando casi todo va de pelos en la vida… la wea se pone más difícil… puros dramas y decisiones csm… puta cuando la felicidad abre sus puertas a mi, los problemas no tardan en volver…

Todo lo que siempre quisiste vuelve, todo lo que siempre quisiste llega, todo lo que es es, todo vuelve y se va cuando menos lo esperas… que mierda wn!!! no soy un premio, no soy de oro… me siento como las que no me cuelgan.

Puta la vida me muestra que de los errores se aprenden, conocí a alguien espectacular… y ahora el pasado viene con las mismas intensiones weonas… lo peor es que en estas situaciones te quedas sin pan ni pedazo... tengo tanto miedo csm…

Quiero gritar, irme a la xuxa!! estar lejos de todos estos problemas, empezar de 0… maldición me estresan!! váyanse toos a la ctm…

Probar el sueño o vivir la realidad… dejarme llevar por la imagen de las palabras o aceptar la superficialidad, alimentar mi alma o arriesgarme a las heridas…un juego de todo o nada… un juego sin a medias…

¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿¿Qué hago??????????

QUIERO VIVIR LO QUE QUIERA VIVIR CTM!! Y QUE NADIE ME WEBEE NI ME PRESIONEE!! PORQUE ESTOY HARTA DE QUE ME PRESIONEN!! NADIE ES DUEÑO DE MI!! NADIE! YO SOY DUEÑA DE MI DESTINO Y ELIJO LO QUE QUIERO VIVIR!! VAYANSE TODOS A LA CTM!

Lately I've been skeptical
Silent when I would used to speak
Distant from all around me
Who witness me fail and become weak
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down
But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of
You and me we're through
And rearranged
It seems that you're not satisfied
There's too much on your mind
So you leave and I can't believe all the bullshit that I find
Life is overwhelming
Heavy is the head that wears the crown
I'd love to be the one to disappoint you when I don't fall down
But you don't understand when I'm attempting to explain
Because you know it all and I guess things will never change
But you might need my hand when falling in your hole
Your disposition I'll remember when I'm letting go of
You and me we're through
And rearranged
You're no good
For me
Thank God its over
You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
You make believe
That nothing is wrong until you're cryin'
Cryin' on me
You make believe
That life is so long until you're dyin'
Dyin' on me!
You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
(You ruin everything and you kept fuckin' with me until its over and I won't be
the same)
You think that everybody's the same
I don't think that anybody's like you
Be the same
Just think about it
You'll get i